Stopped keeping track.

Sooo...
Here I am again. A lot has happened but everyone who is important knows what's happened.
So many things bother me of late that shouldn't by any right.
Ya know, it's completely ridiculous that someone can break your heart but you can still love them with all of the pieces. So what do you do? Maybe the better question is, how do you let go of something that you've treasured for so long? With anger, vengeance, maybe even spite? Or do you do it by the realization that two are better without. That the memories are better left up on the shelf, to dust off every once in a while and remember what was shared and encumbered in love are to be looked upon fondly, and kept to your heart and yours only. At least there those memories can never be sullied or forgotten.
I fear that what has become was not done out of the best of thoughts or reactions... but what is done is done. No more mending. No more tearful hugs of relief that you still hold some connection with that person. No more denying the fact that both make one another miserable from lack of the other. I only wish that the years had never passed.
Regrets? Of course, but of what, I can't see clearly at this point.
This post is shorter than normal but it's been oddly draining.
Until next time, I hope that you are happy and well.